Tonight I put 5 year olds to bed

have i lost my mind ?

ok so today is Thursday and the party is Saturday i think if i go over the list and plan minute by minute anymore that i just may go nuts ! you know that because i have been so all consumed with this and have it in my head how it will go ...that it will FAIL and fail big .

rain, pestilence, hail, snow ...all kind of bible type stuff

frogs, locus...ect

you just wait you'll see

HOPPY EASTER

THEIR FIRST EASTER

MAN I MISS WHEN THEY WERE THAT LITTLE

taste bugs

for a few days J has had a cold ,runny nose, cough. no fever so we have just gone on with our world ,and included a box of tissues .

today he was having a P B & J and came back to complain to the cook that it tasted weird,like i used the wrong jelly. I explained that his taste buds were just off because he was sick .OH MY ! the tears ! the panic !

HOW MOMMY HOW DID MY TASTE BUGS COME OFF !

no no honey they are just off tha...

HOW MOMMY ! ? IM GOING TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR !

i keep trying to talk over him to explain ...

I CANT SEE MY TASTE BUGS MOMMY ! HOW AM I GOING TO TASTE AGAIN ?

ok now this took a few minutes to get him calmed down and to understand what i was saying ,and yes it was hard not to laugh at him .then there is the fact that this is the same child who runs from butterflies(his brother and dad have told him that they either suck out your brain or poop on your head) here he is worried that some BUGS in his mouth are off his tongue.

i really do love my life

time spent stalking the dog

Make a Smilebox slideshow

and before you guys start ...sadie is afraid of the camera .i am still working on doing one for her .

BIRTHDAY CRAZE !

I thought this was such a neat pic for this post . OK the date is wrong but still.

so i am getting ready for the boys birthday party .It has been decided that it is a carnival theme,and if you know me you know that i am going nuts and need to ask good ole Mr Pres. if I can get one of those bundles of money hes just handing out .Hey at least when the boys and their kids pay this loan he signed them up for they will have gotten something out of it; OK i go too far sometimes

anyway

i really am proud of myself because i have not gone that nutty in my spending .i am saving money by making alot of the games myself and one i bought on clearance at Christmas for like

$ 9.00!

ans i have bought a little here and a little there so it all works out just fine but now I'm feeling the crunch of OMG it is only a few weeks till the day ! and i have Easter and this and that and more and more money here and there to get and then spend ,then art 3 days a week oh and lets not forget the headache i have had for a few days and now it has moved into my neck to deal with too.

i really did not intend to start this out as a rant and bitch session

i was going to tell you all my neat plans but it got away from me and now i have 5 mins to get to eat and get to art (shoe print bees)

love ya

me